My everyday thoughts

My everyday thoughts

Tuesday, October 11, 2011


Ten Things I love
1-My husband
2-My girls
3-My bunny (oops that should have been #1)
4-The management at my work--Awesome
5-Twix Peanutbutter bars-Thanks Claudia
6-My Littlest Petshop bunnies
7-My strength
8-My awesome brown blankie with the pink flowers
9-When someone else makes dinner
10-That I am so sensitive-I care and love big.

Ten Things I Don't
1-My i-pod is broken-grr
2-Being lied to
3-The chip in my glasses
4-The fact my favorite pink sweats have blue paint on them
5-Being so tired in the morning.
6-Not enough time/money to do everything I want to do
7-My kid growing up so fast. What happened to my baby?
8-When someone hasn't placed the toliet paper on the holder
9-Bad "hare" days
10-That I am so sensitive-I fall hard.

Monday, July 11, 2011


I read an article one day that said your cells in your body are always regenerating. In doing so you become a whole new person in like 7 years. Somehow this gives me a spark of hope that I can forgive myself for the mistakes I've made and can love myself for who I am.


Made a wrong turn once or twice


Dug my way out, blood and fire


Bad decisions, that's alright


Welcome to my silly life




Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood


Miss "No way, it's all good". It didn't slow me down.


Mistaken, always second guessing, underestmated.


Look, I'm still around.


You're so mean when you talk about yourself, you were wrong


Change the voices in your head. Make them like you instead.


So complicated, look how we all make it,


It's enough! I've done all I can think of


Chased down all my demons--I've seen you do the same.


The whole worlds scared so I swallow the fear


The only thing I should be drinkin' is an ice cold beer


So cool in line, and we try, try, try. But we try too hard and its a waste of my time.




Done lookin' for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere.


They don't like my jeans--they don't get my hair.


Change ourselves, and we do it all the time.


Why do we do that?


What do I do that


Why do I do that??


Pretty, pretty please don't you ever, ever feel


Like your less than Fucking Perfect.


Pretty, pretty please if you ever, ever feel like your nothing


Your Fucking Perfect to Me